I started this blog because I was ignored by someone I once loved, though that gave him attention. He has always gotten attention. I am truly done. I dedicate this blog to everyone who loved and lost for what seemed to be no reason. I dedicate my blog to romantics and spiritual people who still ask Angels to help them out. To day dreamers and soft hearts this blog is for you because you are like me and we will not be ignored…
Margo
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I often wonder why I have been ignored many times in my life. I made this blog in honor of that to say HEY!! I exist and others too. It is so hard when we have loved someone who became a stranger and maybe always was one.
How many times can we email and say Hi only to get nothing? Call, Nothing, text nothing. The person knows that they are hurting us, but they don’t care. How easy it was for them to turn a blind eye and empty heart when we still cry? I have tried to “move on” and yet because I was never really given an answer for the “dismissal” my heart aches.
My love for this person didn’t die, it was strong like a fetus fighting to love in a womb filled with bad blood, it was holding on and hoping and praying while the one I loved did not romanticize. I wish I was him. I wish I was cold and mean and without care. I wish I was someone who didn’t want to hug a person who has turned me away and broken my faith in people..my trust in love…
I started this blog because I was ignored many times through my life. To me, there is nothing worse than feeling ignored. Sometimes, it is nice to have the peace of anonymity.It is the lonlieness that comes with being ignored that is the knife in the back of my moral. I am not sure why so many people I once loved chose to turn their back on me. I often ask God why is this so. I reach out to people trying always to make them feel better, because I know what it feels like to be left behind like old tennis shoes.
This blog means a lot to me, I hope to make it more exciting and yet personal enough that people come along and find something that makes their day happier. I hope you find people that uplift you and don’t leave you, remember the ones that left you are like nomads let them go into the sands while you stay close enough to the refuge of shade. (somewhere in between must be the happy medium.) Don’t be afraid to talk to people. If you have been abandoned many times in your life talk to others with similar issues, many of us have lost loved ones not through death but by choice the choice of the people we loved. It is one of the worst feelings to be left behind and I strive to overcome the pain that has been brought to me throughout my life with more love. I feel losing love one must give even more as if to say “You can’t hurt me, I can love more than you can take away from me.”
Someday we may be rewarded… God bless never feel alone !!!
Margo
With the guests gone and Santa back at the Pole are you depressed? Are you lost in sweets and regrets of not buying that Coach bag you wanted? Today was a boring day for me, I even went and sat out in the car and listened to it rain for a while to pass time. I thought maybe I should write here and try to bring some excitement into your life. How can you bring on some New Year excitement now and not wait for the clock to strike 12 in a few days?
1. Dare to be excited! Be excited about anything from a new tooth paste to the smell of your gingerbread latte at the book store if you raise your vibration something good is bound to happen.
2. Declutter- Go into a room and find some “Stuff” that you just can’t take anymore, sack it up and give to a charity bin.
3.Cut out pics from magazines of things you would like to manifest vacations, jewelry a kiss…whatever this will get your blood flowing and you will get excited.
4.You want to lose weight then figure out how you can do this? Will you join Weight Watchers, will you throw away the crap from the cabinets? don’t just say it do it! (I will).
5. Call some friends and be their cheerleader, find the time to call someone and pump them up even if they think you are full of B.S. focus on their good points.
6. Be greatful
7. Find something in your closet that makes you feel and look good
8. Wash your face and put on makeup guys you can shave and put on some nice cologne
9.Admire you
10. Imagine a healing light shining down on your body taking away any bad cells and stress
11. Smile!!!
12. Happy New Year!!!
MARGO MAGAZINE 